tomorrow going to BWW conference..! yeppy!!!! kinda nervous and excited at the same ..!!! ^^

went to yc's birthday's celebration... almost all of my form 6 friends was there, except si JEEVA..! hahah.... ^^
being there, everybody's discussing about wht uni they're going. sitting there...
i asked myself... why...?
what's next..?
where's next..?
how's next...?
............... i can't figure it out. quietly, i sat alone... staring at the table.. i wonder what should i do.. i felt the distance.... my dreams, my chilhood's dreams.... no more... no more..
speeding pass the police station..... like i always do... i felt like i'm missing something... maybe i'm searching 4 something... something that i lost.....

The Road Not Taken

Suddenly while surfing, i stood upon this poem that i was exposed to in my high school.. what a nice memory this poem brings... =)

"TWO roads diverged in a yellow wood,
And sorry I could not travel both
And be one traveler, long I stood
And looked down one as far as I could
To where it bent in the undergrowth;

Then took the other, as just as fair,
And having perhaps the better claim,
Because it was grassy and wanted wear;
Though as for that the passing there
Had worn them really about the same,

And both that morning equally lay
In leaves no step had trodden black.
Oh, I kept the first for another day!
Yet knowing how way leads on to way,
I doubted if I should ever come back.

I shall be telling this with a sigh
Somewhere ages and ages hence:
Two roads diverged in a wood, and
I took the one less traveled by,
And that has made all the difference."

--Robert Frost--

the softness and sound of the piano just makes my problems went away...~~~~~~~

if u suddenly knew how it will end, what will u do..? will u do it differently..? will u take a different path...? or will u learn to accept it...?

today's a bad day.... felt like giving up, but i wont..! i don't even know what i'm doing already... ~~
i'm wondering what next for me.... =.=